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Sunday, December 6, 2009

Dear Diary...

My life hasnt been great.

I've been struggling and been trying to breathe.

Everything has been haywired.

Dear Diary...

Tell me what else I should do.

My days and nights have been equally the same.

Total darkness.

Dear Diary...

Ive fallen, toppled and now trying to walk again.

I'm too weak to get my self up.

Though I tell myself to go against all odds,

I just know I have to give it all up.

Dear Diary...

I have been living an unhealthy lifestyle.

My body have been so weak.

Weaker than my mind can function.

I realise now, doctors are no cures. But you yourself are your own cure.

Dear Diary...

Tell me how, now.

I think my body itself is confuse on how its normally functioning.

I eat once a day.

Not even a meal.

I cant concentrate on important essentials of my daily routine.

Dear Diary...

If only I could do anything to get myself back...

Right now.. I'll just let myself sway where this mind will take me.

I cant think anymore.

Dear Diary...

They said, No one can help you but yourself.

But If you cant help yourself, not even your soul will be there to make u stand again.

Oh Dear Dear Diary... !

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

poor blog :(

I've been leaving you abandoned.

I'm so sorry :(

Monday, October 26, 2009

Hello Beauteesouls

I hate myself for being lazy to update.

I will I will. Very soon. I promise.

I'm still around here though.
I've been busy with the project.

A bigger scale project, which then again, sucking up my Life.

My big 21st is around the corner!

I dont exactly know if I'm excited.

But i have totally no plans for it ( as usual ) -_-

Plus its a sch day for me. GoshGosh.

I wish this big day is somewhat different from the rest.

Okay, time to turn in!

ToodlesCockleNoodles!

Surprise me with surprises

Sunday, October 11, 2009

I hate the fact that I have to spend the entire night just to upload and put pictures into place. What the foots is wrong with blogger!!
Next,I'm gonna switch to livejournal. Veryvery soon. Mas, Hellpp mee! pleasssee :((

So you see, its not so much because I'm lazy. Though partially, laziness always get the better of me. But, really, blogger has become sucha pain in e ass. Pfft.

On a lighter note, I'm left with a week before the thing called school comes bugging my life again. There goes my long hours of sleep, yet again. Thats the reason why this long holiday have been greatly spent indulging self to long hours of sleep. People still got the chic to say I sleep like piglet eh. Tssk. -I love sleep. My life has this tendency to fall apart when I'm awake-

Loneliness can be a sucha dreadful disease isnt it. It makes u wana suck up your own life.
-There's a smile on my face but I don't know why its there, I put it on to satisfy all the people that don't even care-

Tags Reply

moktelyamja : Hello sweetheart! Sorry for the supersuper late reply. Selamat Hari Raya to u too (da lambat gak eh) hehe. Ive been fine, thankyou. I hope u are doing real fine urself!
Take care love!
Rezz : Nope. Pausing :)
rina : Hello Sweets :) Whoever you are, thankyou. But no la, I'm short and boncet. Plus I dont&dont like to exercise :( You take good care ok love! And thanks for droppin by :))

Some time during the holiday, I had a well-spent day out with Nura. So here are the pictures :))

*orang nak amek gamba die, die insist nak amek gamba orang. isk isk! lol*

Nura

Thanks for the splendid day babe! Anticipating your big day~! :D

Childhood-Teenhood-Youngadulthood :)

CRAZY webcam session with ZAM

Hai bole kenal2? Nombo u brape?

Cengkong!

Ok The End.

SCREW BLOGSPOT! URGH

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Nura and Me :))

the rest will be uploaded very soon.

Meanwhile, the lazy-ness is too overwhelming.

Somebody slap me on the face, pls.

Some random shots of Ain and Me :))

I love you sillytwirt!

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Salam Lebaran :))

This year's raya was monotonous and expected.

But, it was okay I'd say.

If I could choose, I would prefer to go back to Ramadhan.

The feeling is just different.

Like when I go out, I know I have a motive.

Anticipating for the time to break fast.

Even at home, staying up till very late,

knowing I'm looking forward to sahur.

And right now, the feeling is like..

OH? Dah raya? haahaa.

Okay.. I'm typing nonsence.

And just for the sake of it,

what the freaking hell is wrong with blogger?

So seloww especially the uploading of pictures and the rest

that comes after. Like kentot!

Macam nak quit jer! lol

And, I think I hate school? No?

Omg. Seriously.

grrrRRaaaAhHhhhhh

I cant believe the fact that I'm barely 2 months to being 21.

The big 21.

Yet I dont feel like I am.

I dont know if its about my size, the way I look, the way I dress up

the way I smile, the way i laugh, or the way i walk whatsoever.

But I just dont think and feel like i am.

OMG?! *tarik tarik rambot*

What I want for my 21st?

Cake besarbesar got my picture! hahha!

btolbtol!

But... theres more to it than just a cake.

What isit? I have no idea.

YadaYadaYada.

Ive been sleeping late. Like really late.

As late as 5am.

Apa doohh!

How nie. How to not sleep late when sch reopens?

gue mati lorr like this.

Oh I watched Bohsia!

and I loikee ACAI. haha

like goodlooking pon ade. lol.

loike his acting.

"sebab jamban kau besar! kau tau aku bawak moto mcm bwk peti ice due pintu"

"alamak..macam GOODGOOD jerr"

"balek, lu pegi cebok lu peh muke. Gua tgk da macam taik!"

" nie yang buat gua panas nie!"

" Lu pa hal ah dohh. alamak..mulot longkang ahr"

"sewel gua. biol gua. tingtong gua. terencat akal gua"

"sedare, mamat nie balak die. sedare yang tanye nie sape?"

"brader, biar muke tak hensem, tapi jgn pekak!"

haha.

Aaron Aziz kenyit mate pon gua melt! lol.

Okay toodlescocklenoodles!

TAGS REPLY:

kaytee: Hello u! Thankyou! Sudah update! heh. ade sikit lazy la. Slamat hari raya to u ehh.

ijah: yahh! u tagged alot.haha. I highlighted my hair. lol. Dah makin dry nie pon. :(

ayu : Hello there. Thankyou. I bought it at Far East :))

Rezz : Selamat hari Raya to u too. Maaf zahir Batin :))

Apple : Hey love. Thankyou! You're a beautiful lady yourself huns! :D Selamat Hari Raya!

bile sudah berpeloh

Vain in Sweat

cousins AJE eh

she, the one i grew up with

The girls who play guessing games about
My birthday, the time i was born, and my age.

me: Okay .. guess my age!

kakak: 16!

me: Nnooope! *i wish .realli!*

adek: 30!! (dgn penuh confident nyer!)

me: HAH!? Do i look old to you?

they both: laugh out loud..
adek: hehe. no laa

me: Okayy..now..guess my birthday!

kakak already got the November right. So they guessed the date.

kakak: 17

me: nnoopee

adek: 1

me: no

kakak: 2

me: no

adek: 3

me: heyy. canot play cheat ehh like that.

Both: hehehe *mentel*

adek: 32!! (dengan confident!)

me: hah?! where got 32.

adek: hehehehe

( sape la cikgu die! haha)
cheekygirl!

After that...they ask..

What is your handphone number?

then the kakak kluar kan hp!

Baru prim 3!

me: you dont sms2 in class ah. later teacher confiscate!

( the onli time i started using hp was sec 1 eh. WAH. budakbudak skg bukan main lagi!)

Abang Sedare Saye

Kallang MacD's before I gatal bawak kereta pusing2

at Kallang's Leisurepark Carpark. lol wooh!

CHANGI BEACH main bunge api! :D :D

1st Day :))

PISHBOL!

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